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Its Been Awhile...

Been awhile since I've written anything. But I did come across a poem I wrote a few years ago, that surprisingly is relevant to how I am feeling right now. Just thought I'd share....


Will you ever know of
The desire I hold
For you
The fire that burns in
My soul
For you
Will you ever know
That at the sight
Of your lips
I long for your kiss
And my hips
Begin to gyrate
And my body becomes
So anxious
That it can no longer wait
For you
And it begins to scream
Out your name
Need you to put out this flame
Soul aching
My mind is racing
With thoughts
Of you taking me
ALL OF ME
WILLINGLY
Giving in to you…
Only fearing you
Would continue to
Ignore my cry
And
Just let my passion die
Because you don’t
And may never know
The desire I hold
For you

-Courtney's Secret by Courtney Lewis

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