Coco's Chaos

Positive thoughts... Positive thoughts... I say to myself in a voice so low That only me & my troubled mind Can hear I then tell myself  If I repeat those two words enough Then my troubled mind will start to listen And the battle going on in there Will end The negativity will dissipate And I will be okay  I can hear the comforting sound that is  My mother's voice Telling me stop stressing because Everything will work out God will make it okay If only I was so certain... My heart pounds with my hope that all  Will be okay as my mother and The Father have promised But my troubled mind is an ocean of Pessimistic thoughts that come in Like tidal waves Between every hopeful beat of my heart My spirit is gasping for air  As tears flood my pain stricken face Any trace of my smile  Has been washed away And I am drowning in my own thoughts IT WILL BE OKAY! Maybe if I scream this time Then my troubled mind will hear me And maybe Just maybe Now I

*taps mic* Hello? Is this thing on?  As I was commenting on another bloggers post, I realized I hadn't clicked on my own profile in ages. When I did, I was slapped with the reality that I hadn't posted in almost a year and a half! I didn't realize it had been THAT long. So much has and hasn't happened since my last post in January 2013. This post will be a quick rundown of my life's events since then (in no particular order!): SHE SAID YES! Mom and Mr P FINALLY tied the knot! After many years together, they finally made it official and got married. I was already calling Mr P my stepdad so this was just a good reason to party to me! LOL  We surprised my mom with a fabulous "He Put A Ring On It" bridal shower. She had NO IDEA we were putting this together for her which made it even better. She smiled that entire day and that made every second of the planning process worth it.                                                                      SUR