Coco's Chaos

Mirror, Mirror on the wall I stare in you and watch tears fall As I try to convince myself of my worth I try to convince myself that Im enough MORE than enough Mirror, Mirror showing my scars Pinpointing all my flaws Should I even look at you anymore Should I even allow you to see me To see ALL of me? Mirror, Mirror Look away I’ll refund you the attention you paid Let me stand here in my skin Allow me to look at myself Every inch of this frame Mirror, Mirror look at me I dont need you to see The true beauty that I encompass  The perfect imperfections that make ME  that shape ME I will stare you down and win  Never will you steal my confidence again I will see what is really there Not the image you portray I see ME and I see my WORTH and I see what you tried to do Im watching you, Mirror -Courtney L (2/17/18)  #Worthy #AMirrorCantSeeYourTrueBeauty #SelfConfidence #LoveYourself

Been awhile since I've written anything. But I did come across a poem I wrote a few years ago, that surprisingly is relevant to how I am feeling right now. Just thought I'd share.... Will you ever know of The desire I hold For you The fire that burns in My soul For you Will you ever know That at the sight Of your lips I long for your kiss And my hips Begin to gyrate And my body becomes So anxious That it can no longer wait For you And it begins to scream Out your name Need you to put out this flame Soul aching My mind is racing With thoughts Of you taking me ALL OF ME WILLINGLY Giving in to you… Only fearing you Would continue to Ignore my cry And Just let my passion die Because you don’t And may never know The desire I hold For you -Courtney's Secret by Courtney Lewis