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I See...


Mirror, Mirror on the wall
I stare in you and watch tears fall
As I try to convince myself of my worth
I try to convince myself that Im enough
MORE than enough

Mirror, Mirror showing my scars
Pinpointing all my flaws
Should I even look at you anymore
Should I even allow you to see me
To see ALL of me?

Mirror, Mirror Look away
I’ll refund you the attention you paid
Let me stand here in my skin
Allow me to look at myself
Every inch of this frame

Mirror, Mirror look at me
I dont need you to see
The true beauty that I encompass 
The perfect imperfections that make
ME 
that shape
ME

I will stare you down and win 
Never will you steal my confidence again
I will see what is really there
Not the image you portray

I see ME
and I see my WORTH
and I see what you tried to do
Im watching you, Mirror



-Courtney L (2/17/18) 

#Worthy #AMirrorCantSeeYourTrueBeauty #SelfConfidence #LoveYourself
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